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well guys..time to start fresh and new.
If you still want to be on my friends list let me know other wise i wont add you
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[10 Jun 2003|09:01am] |
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brrr its cold. This black kids are fucking pissing me off. Talking about slaves and how the white people should be his slaves..that makes me mad how they say how we did them (but i just told him that im not white so it doesn't matter) hes like well the white people made us slaves UGH that was so fucking long ago! Time to beat him up..damn I made him feel so dumb...all I told him was he had dsl lips and he was like man you got me on that one..the last day of school..silly
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[10 Jun 2003|08:55am] |
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Ah school. I finished my test and now im just sitting here maybe ill walk home (but not because im to lazy) anyway me and jamie are going to do something. one more day of school. Ohh and then my party YaY. Im pretty upset that brit can't come because shes going to texas. Jamie what are we going to do today?? * I can't think of anything important * to write about right now except for its cold.
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[09 Jun 2003|04:29pm] |
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they are mean ass hell to you and try to make you look like the bad person in the end. Post the mean shit I said but not what they said..Ha everyone knows im not mean at all. who can take that fuck you never talk to me and im threwwww with you and all that bitch go fuck off shit. Yeah those were all words said. well who cares.. Life goes on.
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Update on life I guess. Im so tired and my eyes hurt. I think I should do something about my cats. I Love my cats to death and my dad is even thinking about keeping a kitten. I don't know how I will be able to breath in that house. I get all itchy and ugh but I love my cats. Maybe Just maybe all that itchy stuff will stop. As always im still a mean person. I should stop that. I shouldn't be so mean to the person I care about the most and Is everything to me. I try to show him that I love him I try very hard to be the best girlfriend ever. I guess thats my problem. I think I should stop trying so hard. I wish he was here. I wish I could spend every second of my time with him (well you know) uh o well....So Josh is my only true friend its true and I don't even care because hes my best friend and thats all that matters. Its hard to trust people these days because they are (most people anyway) back stabbinb bitches. Its true a person will turn on you so fast and they won't even care. Well thats why Im carefull about picking friends and thats a few amount of them. I don't like the people who are nice to you when they see you but when they arn't around you or even hanging out with people that don't like you they will turn on you and talk trash. O well one day I will get out of this fucking shit hole mississippi but the first step is to get out of biloxi.
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[28 Apr 2003|08:55am] |
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Im starting to only like a few people or its just anger hating one or two people. I'll be glad when I get out of school. I hope when other people get out they will grow up and hopefully not act like they are still in junior high. One day things will be brighter for everyone.
so yesterday my brother came back from his camping trip. Hip Hip horahh. So me and Josh were able to go and do something. We drove around happy because the whole weekend we could do nothing. We kinda didn't have anything to do so we went to the mall (and just walk and leave) so we tried to call people josh did and no luck. So we started to drive to a location to take some pictures on prom just to see if we could find a good place and we saw adam. hunted him down and he thought he was going to get hit because his face looked so scared he didn't even know it was us. Then we all went to adams you know went back to the mall and did nothing. lame weekend.
I go home to find out a 15 year old girl nasty trashy ugly skanky bitch put her hands on my sister she put her hand around my sisters neck or something. My sister looks about 4 but shes real short and only 7 or 8..I forget how old she is but who cares. Im going to have a little chat with that skanky ho. I will not hit her because I don't want to get into trouble where i live at but umn maybe call her to my porch throw her in my house and then kick her ass. Nah Im not a fighting person any who. I just don't understand that girl. Shes 15 skanky doesn't go to school. Shes tryin to get with a 20 year old guy but im sure james will not go for that nasty trah. O I can actually call someone trailer trash. AHAHA how about manufactured home trash no that sounds to classy. Trailer trash it is then.
I almost for got the best part of my day. Josh yelling at this black lady at mcdonalds. he called here a fucking bitch ho something but I doubt we can go back. DRIVE THRU. haha Josh is so great and thats why I love him.
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| ♥ to the one who I dislike very much |
[17 Apr 2003|03:56am] |
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I wish people would get the point sometimes.
Im mad angry and I hate you and you know who you are.
Why do you keep bothering me?
Can't you see Im happy and your not going to get what you want.
Stop trying to be something and someone you are not.
You are always going to be an ungratefull asshole.
I'll be happy to talk to you in a few years when you get a life and grow the fuck up but we all know that you never will.
You could never make me happy.
You couldt give me what I needed
You had your chance and you had it more than once but you fucked up.
Stop trying because IT WILL NEVER EVER WORK OUT.
I can't be your friend eaither because you don't know how to be a friend.
You only want what you want and your not going to get it from me.
I don't know if I do hate you but its close.
You are a liar and a compulsive one at that (not like I never told you that so don't be so surprised)
You can call me a slut a whore what ever you like but It doesn't matter to me because you will get what you deserve and that is nothing.
Your words mean nothing think of me what you wish or want but I dont care.
I am a better person than you are and ever will be.
I hope you read this 50 times to get it in you fucking head ♥
Why don't you try to be yourself or do you not know who that is?
I don't want any type of relationship with you EVER
thanks ♥
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well.well.im.sick.of.people.and.well.now.im."friends.only".but.if.i.like.you.i.will.keep.you.or.add.you.back.later
some people just need to get a life and grow the fuck up
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This day is the day I hate the most Its my holy day. Church home Church home..but all of that is about to stop..Im doing my confermation this year so no more CCD for me and im not teaching a class no! Talking to Josh online and trying to post is hard to do I might forget what I was trying to write but ahh who cares. here is some of the convo so far:
Tripped On Eggs: i love you and you're fucking chucks baby
Tripped On Eggs: heh
ssuchasucker: fucking chucks?
ssuchasucker: what
ssuchasucker: are you talking about
Tripped On Eggs: haha
Tripped On Eggs: i dont' know
Tripped On Eggs: i was just kidding.bu i do love you
ssuchasucker: Thanks for being a man and letting me kick your ass
Tripped On Eggs: Any time Krystal any time
Tripped On Eggs: you are the best girlfriend in the whole world
.:Kiss:. Josh you know Im silly :0) My dino love s Josh very very much
Yeah I finished that blasted term paper today, Im such a slacker because I've had a lot of time to do it. I need to stop being so lazy and get my work done. Im very unorganized and pff i need to work on that surprize thing for josh so uh you guys have a nice nite and rest.
nite-
I love you Josh
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[16 Mar 2003|12:18am] |
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Today was an ok day. Josh took me to a show in Long Beach..to go watch stereohype and two other bands..i forgot the names but the 2nd band sucked(sorry but they did) any way I had this cool gadget car that rode around and then josh CRUNCHED IT and THREW IT INTO THE WATER!! HO!!! Hahah well after that Josh Took me to addis crib ...and uhhhh addi is so brutal she beat up nathan hahaha funny stuff she just kept hitting him and kicked him in the face because of something Josh did..pfft then she kicked joshs ass too haha...boo NATHAN you do NOT love JOSH..KEEP YOUR FILTHY PAWS OFF OF HIS SILKY DRAWS! HO FACE! any way ive got sleep to catch up on..Nite Nite
p.s Josh goodnight and I love you.
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[15 Mar 2003|10:38am] |
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Im starting to hate my life because everything goes wrong and nothing is ever right. Yuck I need to shower and get ready for this day of mine. Im tired and need to take a shower. I need to work on my term paper and Umn Call Jeana. Well she needs to call me because I called her and she wasnt home..DAMN HO FACE! Today Today I dread this day because I know something is going to go wrong like my mom yelling at me for no reason or me and Josh having yet again more problems (mo money more problems). I need to keep reminding myself of two a day and then next saturday sunday it will all be done with and I'll be able to breath and my lungs wont be getting all gross and stuff. YAdadad Oh yeah going to a show tonight maybe i'll look forward to that. Josh I love you sorry for being such a bitch to you yesterday just know that I do love you. *mWaH* Oh and my journal will soon be friends only.
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Addi p.s..I need some of that party Info.
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[14 Mar 2003|08:25pm] |
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Josh..i love you and thanks for walking with me :)
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[14 Mar 2003|08:21pm] |
today err..well Josh came to my house and he was going to bring me to school. Well his car wouldnt start and I had to walk to school bunch of shit! AND bitch bentz gave me shit about walking...i asked her if she wanted me to go home and she told me not to get smart with her and then blah bhala and i went to school and when i got there the first bell rang...err today is just not my day and i dont know how im going to get home but im shure i will find a way ... -klove
thanks jeana for my hug and kiss this morning it helped out
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[13 Mar 2003|10:05pm] |
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well today was wet and all emo looking. Josh was so nice he brought my grams to boomtown. She didnt win any but after we dropped her off we were headed to the mall. Well some asshole ran into josh's car and well the guy didnt yield and so dumb fuck and the other day..you know headed to the mall and guess what...you know..nice car but now it looks like crap...PEOPLE cant drive worth crap! Shit gatta wear uniform, gatta get dat ready and find some damn black socks...booo i need some! well guess ill go and look..nite nite
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[13 Mar 2003|05:35am] |
| The haxor handle of suchasucker is "Crash Zero". |
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